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[maitake]

I have to go to bed soon but I’ve been wanting to write something. I had some stuff happened recently that made me think about friendships and being more present in peoples’ lives. I’m not good about spreading my time/attention to my friend groups equally and just like.. sharing what I’m thinking or what I’ve been up to. It’s nothing new for me, but in some ways it’s gotten worse I think. I used to vent, post selfies, w/e. Now I mostly post pictures from my walks on Instagram and share memes on a couple of discord channels. Memes and cute animals. Anyway. On cohost I kept a diary which still isn’t exactly the same thing as reaching out to people, but it did bring about some good.. interaction? bonding? I’m not about to invite a bunch of my friends to read this though lol. I don't think I’m ready for people I know irl to read my journal 🤪

I’m going to leave my account public for a bit while all the cohost shuffle happens, and then I’ll probably lock it to friends only if that’s possible here (I would assume so?) That way I can be more specific with my super boring thoughts! 😆